Please god let our mortgage get renewed, i don’t wanna move into an apartment..

I can’t anymore, can’t do it, I cracked on day six, with all that’s going on in my head, I’m trying to be good enough for you, but I’ll always feel that I’m not. I can’t stand that I fucked things up, that they’ll never be the same because of me, I hate myself for what I did, for going to that one fucking party that got me kicked out of my home and then I left you. I can’t forgive myself and that just makes me feel like shit. I feel like I’ll never break my addiction… I’m afraid I’ll become an alcoholic, because I drink to make myself feel better, that’s why I’ve been drinking so much so often over the past few months, thank you for forgiving me and having faith in me and I’ll give you all the time in the world

I picked the wrong FUCKING DAY to try QUIT SMOKING


Reminding Her Was Sad

Reminding Her Was Sad

(Source: towritepoems)

"I am death and when I love you, it’s forever. And why shouldn’t you love me back? I know that sometimes you fantasize about me, lay in bed at night wondering how and when I will come and what I will look like when I do. Am I a knight in shining armor? A fiery dog of hell? Do I look like a vampire? A skeleton, a ghost? You imagine me taking you into my arms, embracing you, comforting you, “There, there,” I say, kissing away your tears, “I’ll make those awful things go away. Life won’t be a burden to you anymore, I promise."

Necrophila Variations by Subpervert

i am death and when i love you, it’s forever

(via fakeville)

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(Source: i-mpressed)

  1. Camera: Panasonic DMC-TZ20
  2. Aperture: f/3.3
  3. Exposure: 1/40th
  4. Focal Length: 4mm
"Love breaks my bones and I laugh"
Charles Bukowski (via 12-strings)

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