Please god let our mortgage get renewed, i don’t wanna move into an apartment..
I can’t anymore, can’t do it, I cracked on day six, with all that’s going on in my head, I’m trying to be good enough for you, but I’ll always feel that I’m not. I can’t stand that I fucked things up, that they’ll never be the same because of me, I hate myself for what I did, for going to that one fucking party that got me kicked out of my home and then I left you. I can’t forgive myself and that just makes me feel like shit. I feel like I’ll never break my addiction… I’m afraid I’ll become an alcoholic, because I drink to make myself feel better, that’s why I’ve been drinking so much so often over the past few months, thank you for forgiving me and having faith in me and I’ll give you all the time in the world
I picked the wrong FUCKING DAY to try QUIT SMOKING
Reminding Her Was Sad